Rihanna S&M

What do you guys think of Ri Ri's song S&M ..or how about the video!!
its very different..I kind of like the song but the Vid! idkkk it's supposedly been banned in a few places check it out for yourselves!

I need better habits

So I have been up since 12:00 in the afternoon yesterday!! I also have work at 11:00am today (dont ask me how I will make it through I have no idea! I have been laying in bed with my eyes closed for 5 hours and that is not working> I need to get myself into the habit of eating better exercise and sleeping at the same time every night!. I think that's going to be my new goal. I don't know how much longer I can take my crazy sleep patterns!

my goals
-stop drinking soda >_<
-sleep at the same time every night
-start getting in some exercise a few days a week
-lose about 45 pounds(not because I think I'm fat but I could use it)


hopfully I can successfully do all these things I wont give myself a time frame i feel that puts stress on top of it!

lets see if I can get in a small (very small) nap before I go to work at 11!
wish me luck lol

-xoxo-

Can I get a chair?

Ok so at my job I stand..ALLLL day. sometimes for 10 hours straight. Now standing for long periods of time cant be good for your feet. I sadly found out its not good for mine =( my poor foot was bleeding because of all the pressure I put on it everyday(according to my Dr.) Now im at a point where i put all my weight on my other foot because I cant take the pain anymore! ahhh I just want a stool or something yeesh =(..

Anywhooo my job search continues in ATL! my future roomie and friend who is already there has our 2 bedroom apartment set up..only thing missing is me =( I think I sent my resume out about 60 times in the past 2 weeks maybe more >_< but I have been using my future address where my friend is now so hopefully that will help some. I have my fingers and toes crossed that I will find something soon because all this snow in Connecticut is starting to really be depressing!

I hope you all have a great work, school, or anything week!
much love xoxox

Moving on

I think my move to ATL is back on ...lol for the 5th time! Alot of things have put my move on hold. work money school all that fun stuff. But as the weeks and months have gone by It keeps making me realize that Atlanta is where I want to be. I have done my research and been there plenty of times so its not just a all the sudden thing =) a friend of mine recently moved into a nice two bedroom two bath by herself and pretty much told me the other room is mine when ever I find a job! wooo! only problem is..No one wants to hire you when you live 900 miles away -_- so i got rid of my address on my resume and we will see how that turns out.I think I sent my resume to about 5o+ places so fingers and toes crossed that it works out!

Until then im working at the same boring restaurant but thankful that I have a place to work! ^_^
oh and side note! It's our 8 month anniversary !

Joel my former bff is my boyfriend. we met through a mutual friend and became friends so quick and eventually it turned in our lovely relationship we have today =)
I have never been treated so well before I love him!

Peace and love my little suga muffins <3

so I was thinking..

Why start another blog this one is perfectly fine and its my baby! and the thought of making a brand new one was irking my nervesss -_- so long live "Live for today" I was feeling sexayyy this evening and cam whoring it up in my room and my result

ooooo honey childdd ^_^ I was feeling my self a little hehe
anyway I hope you will all stick around to my old but wonderful blog!

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NEW BLOG!!

Hey I have started a new blog =D not that I don't love this one and all my beautiful followers but think of the new one as an addition to me ^_^ please check it out
NEW BLOG

Thanks so much xoxox

WOW HI!

HI! Im so sorry I have been M.I.A and its a bunch craziness in life but anyway im back and I think im going to be startin a new blog..with more of my interest and idk everything i promise ill keep you up to date !

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